The Trade
By Karen S. Elliott
Inspired by Kristi P-L, USAF, Iraq 2009-2010
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She packed up her comfy jeans and laying-around T-shirts
She shrugs into a heavy canvas uniform, now her second skin
Boxed up her peep-toe high heels and sandals and stacked them away
Now all she’s got are dusty high-top boots with heavy tread
No delicate black eyeliner around lovely hazel eyes
Just smudges of purple, her badges of fatigue
No long showers here, nope
Just unshaved legs so she looks like the rest of the troops
Forget salon haircuts with mousse or gel
In marches a permanent helmet-head hairdo
She strains to remember how lovely that last manicure felt
Handling weapons with broken, scraggy fingernails, unpolished and blunt
Velvety cosmetic powder abandoned at home
She wears the Iraqi desert upon her face
Late night chat-fest nights with friends of her choosing, no more
Now, it’s early morning wake-up and drill
No delicate sparkling pendants around her neck
Just a dull metal chain with tags that identify her blood type
While mother’s comforting shoulder and soothing touch wait at home
She learns combat strategies and how to react to roadside bombs
Instead of cradling a tiny baby
She shrugs into a burdened flak jacket that hides her girlish figure
She rolls out with a loaded M4 and a 9mm Beretta.